A very desi (Indian) gay man living in-between New Delhi and New York.
Well the blog isn't really a secret one, but the reason I chose 'underground' in the title? - So that I can live in the illusion that I try to be a little discreet about my perpetually high libido
Is ANYBODY reading this? Few days
back I was just thinking - did I start writing this blog to actually reach out
to people? To actually touch somebody’s heart? Or just seeing it somewhere
public would make it look more real? That reading the things that I write on a
supposedly anonymous blog would actually make me look at the real meaning
behind what I actually write. I guess I am still figuring out the answer. I
started out by writing that this blog signifies my journey of finding ‘the
one’. Well, it’s been 2 months and 21 days since I got into a relationship. And
let me tell you, it’s every bit flowery and sickly sugary as they say it is. He
is 2 years younger than me and really smart and to
me he is the most handsome guy on this planet.
Since the beginning of this
relationship I have been trying to find out whether am I still lonely or not.
You know what they say right. Everybody is alone, it’s just better to deal with
it in a relationship.
Am I? Lonely? Still?
Sometimes I think …